i collected my results today in school at 2pm. as i waited to get my results, i still had a slight hope that i would do well. when i realised the whole cohort passed their English, it further gave me hope that i could do well. then it was my turn to get results. i was both excited and nervous. what a weird combination... so i went up to the teacher and get my results. my hands shook unwillingly as i tore open the damn thing. then i was crushed when i saw the little numbers beside 'L1R5'. i was stupid enough to even think that i would do well. for 10 years of education, i didn't expect myself to not meet my expectation. maybe my results might be not bad for some people, but i just cant accept the fact. i don't know... maybe it was PMS or something...
i really thank all those people that was concerned about my results, and i am also very sorry to ignore all the messages and calls... maybe i just need time to accept this fact.