had been down the whole day yesterday... i pondered for the whole day, tried to escape the topic with my family. the more they consoled me the more i felt useless. so finally, i thought it was time i should let go. no point crying over spilled milk. although i still feel self pity sometimes, but i was able to get on with life. no more that cry baby. i struggle to live life normally. and i did it! i am not so much affected by it.
i am myself again with more frequent PMS i suppose....
